&I let myself bleed again
because it's the only thing I can count on for sure
because it's a stability
filtering through a girl who is not even sure of the word
Trying to take everything in
trying to take everything in stride
letting remorse get the best of me
allowing myself to fall again
which has always seemed so much easier
than re-learning to stand
I'm not really this pathetic
all of the time
but I guess I'm lying again
because that's all I am composed of